Runaways - so this is the last

Well I've had this secret
And I feel it's time that you should know
When I'm in your arms it turns me on
But I've got a conscience too
And it says my heart's never in tune
With anything I do

So this is the last time that I'll hold your hand
I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you
I'm your biggest fan
I'm your biggest fan

~ Nightmare of You - My Name Is Trouble


Haaaate dA's title character limit. X( Anyway, I was looping this song like 8571 times as I drew this, WITH TEARS IN MY EYES. God, this song. It's so Chase/Gert.

So yes, I feel like a right damn idiot for being all BAWWWW at spoiler stuff circa 2006, even more so since I kind of KNEW what was coming. And even more so cuz hey! I'm a masochist! I will metaphysically slash my wrists by listening to amazingly compiled fan soundtracks! And draw self-hurting angst art such as this orz

Honestly I really wanted to draw a well-composed double OTP pic with K/Xavin but IT WOULD TAKE FAR TOO LONG I WANT MY STUPID ANGSTY ART NOW so I opted for overwrought heavyhanded crap instead which ended up looking like a rip-off of Alphona/Strain's page from the comic. I gotta say I do really really really love that page and what Strain did with it in terms of coloring.

I couldn't bear to put this in Scraps cuz dammit, MY FOREVER OTPPPPP